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果然是水星逆轉，這個三月發生了很多很多事。身邊的人，朋友，同事，社會……都有很多問題出現。自己情緒也幾乎失控。xanga shut down不再講，家裡的事有增無減。公司同事之間發生很多時…還有似有非有的感情，頓時覺得生活失了重心，失了方向。不過與此同時，雖然受了很大壓力，但從中亦反省了很多，如何排解，吸收經驗，正是水星逆轉的三月學到的課題。頓時覺得，自己的心胸好似像大了一點，看的眼界也比較遼闊。
人生就是充滿變動，變幻原是永恆。只有調整自己心情，才能面對更多更多的事。我也相信自己，所有事都會有轉機，正如寄出了的CIEF的信，我很快就會收到。其實水星逆轉，也不一定是壞事。過了三月，一定會更好！
新年快樂! happy lunar new year!
今年chinese new year成個假期都係得自己一個人, 屋企人去哂旅行. 真係好free..... 頭個幾日. 原來都幾寂寞. D生活好似師奶咁, 一起身就諗下今晚煮咩送, 但一個人煮飯, 一個人食番自己整既飯送, 真係無咩胃口..... 甚至一條魚都分左2餐食, D湯飲左4日都未飲完. D碗連續好多日都無洗. 一個人係屋企都幾無引, 整到個人愈來愈懶, 哈哈.
琴日約左yan去赤柱, 我咁大個人一次都未去過, 想去好耐.... actually香港好多地方我都未去過, 因為我淨係識"向外發展", ahahhahaa. 忽略左原來自己住既地方都係咁amazing.
大年初一好好陽光, 好熱鬧, tea time個時已經4點幾, 坐係露天仲好曬. 見到好多funny guys around XDDDDDDD
melting lemon drinks, quite shiny!
here's the best shot.
hmmmmm...... 係赤柱周圍去都行左好多地方. great! 之後今日係同lois去左大嶼山天壇大佛, 我都係未去過架. 好多人. 不過D相仲未整好, 整好要比jenny同florence睇 :p they should be surprising! 吾.... 連續2日都出左去玩, 聽日要留係屋企執屋, 佢地聽晚就番.....
"If you have more questions, we can have coffee one day and have a look together if you want. Maybe it's easier to explain than in an email, you know. " - by florence
the hot tears welled up in my eyes. i do actual met her once only. there's nobody i know would invite me such kindly since 2002, after i back from SYD.
those were the days....... innocent days.
今日仲淪落到同一個小學五年級既男仔訴苦...... just kidding, 個男仔好乖, 第一次見到我已經好痴我. 佢知我今日心情唔好, 其他小朋友仲wewa鬼叫, 不停叫winnie姐姐, winnie姐姐...... 佢就叫班小朋友走開, 唔好煩住winnie姐姐, 話要同我傾計。哈哈, 同佢講左好多secrets. 雖然佢仲好細個, 我無expect佢會有咩反應. 但佢講左幾句說話令我好深刻: 暗戀至在自己開心咋嘛, 佢唔鍾意你都無所謂架. 好簡單幾句說話, 但令我放鬆左好多. 係囉, 暗戀咋嘛, 又點可以要求對方同自己一樣呢......
之後我問佢: 如果100分, 你比姐姐幾多分?
佢諗左陣, 傻笑咁答: 合格囉!
i said: 下? 合格咋?
he said: 99分都可以叫合格架.
i said: 咁即係幾多je
he said: er..... 9字頭啦! 哈哈, excellent囉!
哈哈, 小朋友永遠都係最坦白既, 講笑jar, 我知佢係想哄番我開心, 臨走個時, 佢同我講: 希望我下次見到你個時你同個個人表白左啦.
我答: 下??? 唔係呀?? 我點會同人表白呀?
佢話: 哈..... 係wor, 咁呀, 希望佢會同你表白啦!
thank you so much, 雖然無可能發生, 但都多謝你既祝福. 有你係身邊, 姐姐已經好開心. really.
世界之大, 但我們所踏足過的, 卻是那麼侷限而重複....
一到左星期6, 時間就過得好快, 每個星期6都做重複既事..... 好悶. 有時扭計唔想出去x__x... 叫bereo幫我掉時間or掉其他field, 唔想成日去死一個地方, 我記得以前耕田佬icq info入面有句野我好鍾意: 世界之大, 但我們所踏足過的, 卻是那麼侷限而重複.
我成日周圍去tour, 有時都無咩目的, 又唔係買名牌, 唔係特別想去玩. 只係想行開下, 去一d自己唔熟悉既地方, 一個人周圍行. 搭下當地既巴士, subway. 發下呆, 係酒店睇下d電視節目, 拎住個地圖畫成晚, plan好哂聽日去邊, 但又未必會去, 只係enjoy個過程, 之後就搭飛機番hk. 我唔係特別多閒$, 只係將你地買LV, 買psp, 賭波個d錢拎去旅行je.... 可惜真係無咩人同我一樣睇法. 亦都無人adore我呢種旅行方式. 係8月, 我係art school個final project個topic係"旅行的意義", 成件art work同assignment就係寫呢個value, my own value. 可惜比professor ban到死死下, 同學亦都唔buy個idea,..... 不過都過左去. 係未去minnesota之前, 好想去行山...... 去mauca, 好想可以咩住個backpack行好多好多路..... 好想有個人可以陪我周圍去, 可惜呢個人仲未出現.
i can see it in your eyes, deep inside, you wanna cry
當有人對我好，我D眼淚就一滴滴流出黎。i really dunno why, 可能由細到大都無咩人真係對我好......
last night I met Joe and his brother Pat, be honest, 全程我係忍住唔喊, since in the new world hotel when joe gave me those chocolates, a lot a lot of candies...., his passionate speech was refilling me till now. 其實只係一件好少事..... 可能慣左一個人，習慣付出多過接受。佢將D chocolates比我個刻，我D眼淚一行行咁流，當然無人見到，酒店D燈光好暗。一個可能你地覺得好普通既動作。但對我黎講我真係 好感動。
in fact Joe係睇住我大，佢叫我叫佢做Uncle JOE。............... 我講唔到落去，I cant even mention again, sorry, i stop here.
